Friday, July 11, 2008

15 Degree Sights

Does she really live in this way? Intense self-appreciation had brought her down the wrong road. Positive motivations are channeled and controlled incorrectly. The desperate desires to be recognized by public have persuaded her to toss out big chunks of fictitious words she has in mind. What she asked for in these few years? Or even since childhood days? Her wishes are eventually shown in community’s ‘appraising’, ‘truthful’ or ‘dramatic’ feedbacks.

Being cool, smart, independent are always her direction of living. Yes, it is great if she learn it silently (and don’t act to be humble). But it never works that way if she keeps on flying her own kite. She probably does not know it. Over self-assured will led her off the road and into a ditch. Years of locking herself in own fans community had made her losing the sense on outsider views. Picking words that she like to listen, pretending ‘pay attention’ when her fans criticize, preserve ‘popularity’ by acting, negative competition mindset and etc. Too bogus, and too fake of her ‘act as if’ characters.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

so, who is this motherfucker?

Kai and Baobei said...

A girl who need psycho therapy :P